Ginzura shortfic, prompts "jealousy/loneliness"

Another very unpolished shortfic for Ginzura week. The prompts for this day were "jealousy/loneliness", but the end result was less directly tied to the theme words than a double character exploration inspired by the prompts.

Shorter than the last one, this one wasn't as exhausting to write.
Both POVs are used. Secret relationship.

Title, tentatively: Perform German Suplex On Your Own Stupid Self-Denial
Word count: around 900 I think?
Spoilers/setting: Vague on spoilers but it's set anytime after Benizakura arc and before the Shogun Assassination arc.
Characters/Pairing: Gintoki/Katsura

Disclaimer: the characters of Gintama are owned by Hideaki Sorachi and are used here without permission for entertainment purposes only.

( two sides of the same coin, but they're both dumb )